home to la

i could go home to la next week.

my grandparents and their meddling and overprotectiveness are making this korea experience not good. 

they made me move out of my apartment. and back into their house. they told me they are sick with worry and will DIE because they do not feel safe that i am living by myself. they say my next door neighbor looks like a rapist. 

korea was supposed to be a year of adventure and fun. me living on my own, learning about korean culture while getting to know my grandparents better.

instead, i find myself thinking of ways to avoid them. i have to call them all the time with my whereabouts. i find fun when i'm not with them. 

my dad said i could come home. but to come home after one month in korea feels like failure. 

i just want to go back to my studio and sleep in my own bed. 

fuck fuck fuckity fuck.